Home again, home again, jiggity-jig!

i'm home, life's great (maybe not), i'm tired, it's WAY too late to be doing this, i'm about ready to tear all my hair out i'm going NUTS from all these changes (getting SERIOUS about school, part-time job, soon-coming insurance, gas, car, and cell phone bills i'll be taking care of, college in the near future, guys, marriage, YWAM, life, death, is there REALLY such a thing called life? or is it called insanity?, God, faith, love, trust, Bible reading (guilt, lol), MONEY....grrrr, HHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!).... maybe this is why people start loosing hair by their late 20's or 30's...

anyways, i don't want to do any more deep thinking tonight. i'm all deep-thoughted out, lol! but here, for you all, i will post this:

"I know not how I seem to others, but to myself I am but a small child wandering upon the vast shores of knowledge, every now and then finding a small bright pebble to content myself with while the vast ocean of undiscovered truth lay before me."
-Isaac Newton

don't be like me and just focus on the little pebble in front of you...lift up your head and look out to the ocean like i'm trying to forcefully teach myself to do, and survey the awesome wonders our Creator has in store for us. we may not always be able to see past the horizon, or maybe not even see the horizon itself because it's too foggy. but either way, those waves out there are still going to reach the shore. as long as you have built your foundation, strength, and faith on the strong rock of Jesus Christ instead of the sandy beaches, then He will be there to help you stand up strong against all the wind and the rain! so forget about that pebble, and reach out into the great unknown!!! God will surely bless you for it!!!

"This is my cry,
This is my song
You are my guiding light
On this journey I'm on
And when my vision is clouded
By the wind and the rain,
I'll stay close by Your side
As You lead the way!!!

Jesus lead on, I will follow!
Jesus lead on,
Let Your love light the way!
Jesus lead on, I will follow!
Jesus lead on!!!"

Being lead faithfully by Jesus,
<>< Christi <><